long time no see journal..
do you ever just get that feeling?
a feeling? what feeling?
you know the one where you just can't do anything right.
oh... that feeling...
yeah you know, the one where you feel useless-
and pathetic and stupid and a all around waste-
of space.. yeah i get it.
and you know what else journal?
I'm sitting here.. on my laptop, just talking to myself..
you normally do this when you feel like no one is there.
i know that.. i don't need you to tell meh again..
I'm just trying to help-
help? your joking right?
no really- please tell meh how you think this helps?
well.. your getting out the emotion you've been building and-
just.. shut up..
you know.. i wish i was never born sometimes..
and i wish that i wasn't so weak..
i wish i was how my parents wanted meh to be..
and i wish that i was stronger..
"you're a liar.. you only break things.. you are so gaddamn pathetic.. I wish you were like your bother.. I'll never forgive you.."
Dont listen to them kitten.. we are all still here for you..
even if you cast us aside, or if we are 9 feet in the ground..
don't forget your pup..
· Thu May 15, 2014 @ 09:01am · 0 Comments