I realized recently why I'm so down all the time. All my friends have partners now and are out-growing me. At least I feel that way. I'm lonely and would like a partner but all my friends believe me to be a lesbian only I discovered recently I'm bisexual and would like a family of my own someday. All the girls I went to school with have a family already and my friends are getting pretty close to that too. I guess I'm just slower than everyone else at growing up.