My plans for summer: Pack up that ginormous pile of stuff to go to Goodwill, clean up my disaster zone of a room. Go to see my sisters at some point. Quilt, and I have two jigsaw puzzles, each 1000pieces that I want to glue and frame.
I've talked to you about Ginny before. She's got 30+ years on me, and she's absolutely without a doubt the best friend I could ever have.
She was my sewing teacher for a good number of years.
She knew me as a young girl and through my teenagerdom. She knows me better then anyone.
I want to quilt. She was first on our minds.
I called her up and she sounds excited.
I may turn out to live with her for a good bit of the summer. Mom and I and her are going to get together and talk it out.
She has her own life, of course.
And she's one of the poverty stricken people. I'm ...not spoiled, but...was brought up in the wealthy lifestyle.
So that's why I kindof know a little bit about that side of life and can be sympathetic.
She'll be happy with the money.
Mom and I went to some quilt shops when I got off the train. I was hungry, my feet were on fire, and I could've cried from so many choices. Indecisiveness is one of my brain damage things. More then five options+Huger=bratty and bitchy and sadistic Sarah+major headache and crying and screaming.
I wasn't thinking of quilting right then.Plus I felt fat for the first time in my life. I need to loose about 30-40 pounds.
I've known I've been needing to loose weight, but just didn't get to it.
According to my BMI, I am obese. Really, it's not that surprising.
Gail's pregnant again! We'll know if it's a girl or boy by next week, was it?? She's 17 weeks today. She's due in October.
It's sooner then they wanted and we're all surprised, but absolutely looking forward to a new squishy blob of fat.
I'll speed walk around the park everyday with Stanley. That should do something. Over the summer at least.
The food we cook there is nasty. I think on our weekly trips to Wal-Mart I'll stock up on HEALTHY meals and veggies. cuz what they cook and how they cook it does not work for me. emotion_puke I do not appreciate that and it's not good for my body.
I mean, I like random cake too, but....does it need to be every other week?? That's a little much.
So thank you to Tony and Joey and Allison and everybody else for making me fatter then I really need to be.
"But you don't have to eat it!" Um...no, I don't. You are correct. and yet, you are dead wrong. I have this thing in my brain that says ignoring just doesn't work. I understand that it is my choice to eat, ...but...my brain says it's not my choice.
I've got a tiny workout plan that I'm not sure will help, but yeay for using calories and time. ninja
Also when I go to see Ginny and my sisters, I'll start in on karate again. yipee!!! emotion_kirakira
A resident there has a few seasons of DBZ. I felt fat after watching them. Because that show was what led me to have a genuine passion and interest in martial arts in the first place. That was at least 8 years ago. I'm so out of it. Back then, I was fit and looked really good.
Now I think I should sleep. emotion_zzz
I've also thought about taking up mushroom hunting...
· Sat May 10, 2014 @ 06:12am · 0 Comments