wanting someones attention is a curse
wanting to ask for it but worrying about being too clingy makes it impossible to tell her just how badly i want her attention
why do i want so much of her attention all the time; this isn't like me at all
i've never been the clingy or dependent type
i've been a low maintenance person since i got over my acid reflux
maybe i'm sick in the head
or maybe i'm not, besides the fact i kind of am
what makes her so special, aside from the fact that every thing about her is special.
why am i always drawn to her
why do i smile every single time i make eye contact
why do i always smirk whenever she's mentioned
i'm in too deep too soon, and i'm ******** terrified