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inner sanctum
don't expect too much, this isn't intended to be read by others however others may read it if they want
careless not so careless
worried
worried for my future
i care too little and i'm almost positive it's going to affect me sooner or later
i don't know if i'm going to have a happy future
school means nothing to me, and it should, but i struggle to force myself to care
you can't lie to yourself about your feelings, after all
i live life hoping for the best, always having an optimistic view, but deep down i know my outcome looks grim
but even that doesn't help me convince myself to put in any effort
there are few things i truly care about, some obvious, some not so obvious
it find it unfortunate when people don't believe me when i tell them i care about them, but i can't blame them for doubting it
i live a careless life with the expectation of a positive outcome
i truly am an idiot; an idiot with intelligence i refuse to use on any academic content, despite knowing it would improve my reputation with both my friends and more importantly my family
but i just don't care
i will probably never care enough
when i do care i care far too much, and it grossly affects my thinking
i wonder what my problem is
i wish i worried more





agathist
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