sora wonk
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even if I fail orgo, I'll just take it again and do better

and even if I fail everything, well, grades don't matter because I'm still breathing and living and the world is still lovely.

I see people all around me enjoying their lives even if they didn't get into an Ivy League college and even if they aren't going to be doctors; they seem just fine

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I dropped a stick of celery on the floor and it came up looking like a feather duster.

They've strung a pair of tightrope between the trees. One guy was pulling all kinds of acrobatics before he fell almost on these picnicking girls. Is picnicking a word.

Last exam in 2 days. Tired. I'm not even the same as I was two years ago. I'm completely different. It's really weird how these things happen. I kind of hate 2012 me.

I may or may not be keeping my job at the library in the hopes that the professor I have a crush on will appear so I can ask him out. We'll see how that goes. (It doesn't count if he's not a professor at your school right.)

It's also just a really nice job. Librarians are my favorite people. It's the only job I'm really happy at. Don't really like teaching or research. No one can accuse me of having great ambitions.

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P.S. I passed orgo with a C+. Considering it's curved to a B-/C+, that means I am about average. I am seriously about average in every ******** science class in this goddamn school. Except being B-/C+, being average, even at an Ivy League institution where everyone is brilliant, still means you have a ******** B-/C+ gpa in the sciences. What am I supposed to do with this.

I'd like to think adcoms have taken this into consideration and in the meanwhile I must ace Orgo 2.

I am working 6 days a week in the summer; three jobs, taking an MCAT course, and mentoring Pre-Med volunteers at HUP. So.

I have a final tomorrow. I'm not religious but pray for me. Sacrifice a cow. Summon Balthazar. Whatever. Please. Anyway why am I here.

Oh I got an A in Visual Neuroscience though.