This past month and a half has been the worst...
I've had my heart broken to the point that I'm not sure how to feel anymore, or at least, for now. I know I'm thinking irrationally at this time, but, i figured venting it would make me feel somewhat better before I do anything rash. It began with a personal issue of mine. I had lost myself, then because of irrational decisions, I've pushed away someone whom I deeply (and still do) care for when I fell in to the depths of my mind. A week after that, I lose a person whom was a part of my life, yet, I've never really seem to be there for them. They were a victim of suicide. A week after that, (my point of view now)last night, a family member was emitted to the hospital from overdosing. I know that it's most likely a suicide attempt since this family member has admitted to having suicidal thoughts before taking drastic actions. I can only hope for the best and pray that everything will be okay. I know, right now, I'm not the most sane person... I've been bombarding people and burdening them with my own emotional issues. I've been falling into the delusions of my mind, giving in to the irrational thinking and choices. I pray it'll get better soon before i lose my mind.
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