nyustyles
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Not So True Friends
5.4.14 - This week has been horrible. I have this "best friend" and it seems that she only hangs out with the people that are really funny and/or talkative. She ditched me just because I was boring. She called me that a few months ago, and that really spiked up my insecurity levels, which almost led me to depression. When I first met her, we were instant friends, but it only lasted for a month smilies/icon_stare.gif This year, we became friends, and we left each other AGAIN. We didn't even last a year! smilies/icon_stressed.gif A true best friend doesn't hang out with you for entertainment. They never abandon you, share all or most of their secrets, are loyal and trustworthy, and will always believe in you. But now, she just uses me whenever she needs something. My original goal was to finish school WITHOUT making any friends, but it led to this. I'm okay though, because each year, I learn a whole new lesson in life. And I'm actually more positive without her smilies/icon_biggrin.gif so thank you. smilies/icon_heart.gif