Wow its been forever since I last wrote in my journal... But oh well.. xD Im glad to say that my shoulder is much better. I can move and stuff, and I was actually getting depressed at night time during when my shoulder was broke, I would act all happy during the day... But at night I cried quietly It turned out my sister got 1/2 place in Keyhole overall and she will get a prize, at the awards we're going to tomorrow. I'm happy for her, but its just that..... It's my horse she is winning on. I DID NOT want to let her use my horse.... But that was the only way we could enter horseshows, because my sister was to scared to ride hers. And look where it got me.... 1. A BROKE SHOULDER. 2. NOT GETTING TO RIDE 3. A SCAR THAT WILL REMAIN THERE FOR MY ENTIRE LIFE (I had to have surgery and the scar is about 4 inches long) 4. A CRAZY HORSE (Hers). And all my sister does is be mean to me. I told her, that Twinkle will remain mine forever. I will still do stuff with her. But she can ride her in the shows. And she acts like I just gave her away and stuff. BUT I DIDN'T. I just felt sorry for my sister cause she didn't want to ride Spirit, she was literally terrified of her because she would spook at the blanket and stupid stuff. So I said I would ride her in the shows for her while she used my horse. But since then she has become more closer to hroses and aint as afraid of them. But I know she will not be able to handle Spirit. Well im gettin depressed talking about this again. I'll fill in more details later. Maybe. Idk.