So~ through the years that i was away from gaia i really have changed so much look ing at old journals and just old stuff in general really makes me feel old, but i also feel wiser and better than who i was.

the 16yr old me and the 19 yrs old me though only 3 years apart are so different! i sometimes surprises me how childish i can act but when i think about it i really have matured just on the inside not really outwardly.

i still have stuffed animals and eat candy while i watch cartoons but my way of thinking is so much more than back then.
i dont say poor me poor me all the time haha seems my irrelevant teen angst has faded finally wearing a jacket all day everyday was tiring.


So i definitely feel like i changed for the better and hope to continue to do so until i really am happy with who i am.