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Refine's Rambles
Just rambles about things and my life.
People are always telling me to smile, like smiling is going to just take away all the hurt and pain. Well I've tried that I've tried hiding my sorrows and covering the sadness in smiles and what I've learned is that when it hurts this much inside your heart always has a way of showing it no matter how many masks you wear.

Let no one think I gave in.

The pain is there to remind me that I'm still alive.

It seems to me that the harder I try the harder I fall.

Refuse to feel anything at all, refuse to slip, refuse to fall, can't be weak, can't stand still, watch your back because no one else will.

There's no excuse for the need to take your own life away, everyone passes through some rough obstacles if life, just face them as they come along, there's always a way to overcome those obstacles, and learn from your experiences.

If you can't solve it, it isn't a problem - it's reality. And sometimes reality is the hardest thing to understand and the thing that takes the longest to realize. But once it hits you in the face you'll never forget it. It will always be there in your memories and sometimes that is the best way to look at it.

It's funny the way you can get use to the tears and the pain.

What do you do when you become too scared, too scared to live, too scared to die, too scared to love, too scared to even care





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    ninjakittyNoEL
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    commentCommented on: Sat May 03, 2014 @ 05:21pm
    So, I found you mentioning vanilla coke in someone's aquarium, so I investigated you, as vanilla coke can be liquid happiness on occasion. I like to read stuff people write, and I can relate to some of your writings, as I am going through a lot right now, and trying to get my life in order. Anyway. Not sure what the point of this comment is O_o
    oh and I scanned your interests, and if I am not mistaken I think I read that you like Deathnote? Have you ever read the actual books, not manga, but they have at least 2 books, pretty much no pictures, that I know of. They are new stories related to the series.


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