I'm not doing so good at keeping up with my rp posts lately.
My computer's battery finally died yesterday afternoon. I haven't been able to recharge my internet credit for the last two fortnights. And I keep getting sick all the time, so I never have any energy. I try to write, and my mind feels like a wet sock!
SO, things have been a bit awkward. I can apologise to everyone over and over until I turn blue or turn into a frog or something, but it isn't helping me any. I just feel bad all the time, making everyone wait on my posts like this. And saying sorry a million times doesn't seem to help them either...
I don't want to quit what I love, which is RP and the people on here. But I don't want to keep letting them down all the time either. Keeping people updated on things becomes harder with no internet too. Right now, I'm using my mum's laptop but I'm not allowed to do much on here because she doesn't want to run out of credit either.
Anyway, I thought I'd write in my journal since it always feels better when I do that. Problems have a way of working themselves out. And when I do this, solutions always start to become apparent.
I'm working on my health stuff. I'm seeing a naturopath, a psychologist and a counsellor. I'm trying to find a diet that works for me individually, and I'm trying different natural things to help with the mental health side of things.
Between all of that, I should be able to start getting back on track. I hope that happens really, really soon! I got a bit down about things but I'm back to my normal and more positive self now again after I read some stuff and started going back to church and writers group.
I even decided to make some changes and meet some people in real life, so my mum won't worry about me being online so much. She's not too pleased about me joining a D&D group. But I promised I won't turn into a Satanist if I learn how to play. I just wanted to combine fun fantasy story telling games with making friends at the same time.
Ha ha, I guess we'll see how that goes.
Anyway, I'm planning to get a new battery for my laptop on my next payday if I can afford to. And once that happens, I'll get some more internet. And you never know. Maybe I'll be feeling better soon and I can reply and catch up with all these poor neglected RPs and Gaia friends I've been missing like crazy.
<3 Anyway, I'll keep you posted.
You meaning...my diary. It's probably a good idea to send a few PMs before I log out.