Things have changed.
Tonight I went to a protest against APD (Albuquerque Police Department). They have the highest police shooting rate in the country, and recently the shot a homeless, mentally ill man who was sleeping illegally in the foothills. They killed him. I never felt better and more alive than when I started chanting with the others "Show me what democracy looks like! This is what democracy looks like!"
It's been hard. My boyfriend (my best friend) and I broke up in December. I still regret it. We were going out for 1 year and 9 months when it happened. We were already planning our 2 year, and how amazing it would be. Of course, that never happened. We tried staying friends, but that didn't work. I feel lonely. He was the other part of me. I hear that all he is doing nowadays is drinking with his coworkers. I remember the days when he said he would never drink that much...I guess that wasn't reality. Will I ever find another? I'm honestly not too sure...at least now it doesn't hurt as much...I'm able to keep myself from crying, even though I choke up.
I'm going to go to grad school in 2 years. I'm nervous, but I am soo excited. I still don't know what to do about my dogs...leave them here with my mom, take 1 of them, or try to take both? I love them so much...
It's getting late...I guess I'll update this later haha.
· Sat Apr 05, 2014 @ 06:06am · 0 Comments