sometimes.. when im taking a shower or before i fall asleep.. these bad thoughts come into my head
i know im not suppose to be thinking about stuff like that.. and i know worrying wont help the situation.. but i just cant help it
trying to block it out makes me panic even more and ya...
wasnt feeling very motivated this morning.. but after cooking lunch i feel much better
cooking or cleaning always make me feel better.. which is why i think i cook and clean more when im stressed ...hahaha