I had kind of a sucky day today. I slept in really late (which I don't like) because I was having bad dreams all night and I kept waking up. And then I come downstairs and my mom isn't feeling well. She's been kind of bad off here recently, she has constant tremors which we think might be Parkinsons Disease but we don't know yet because she's seeing a neurologist in a couple of weeks and until then we just won't know. She's had shakes like that her whole life but they get progressively worse. I'm just scared and I don't want anything to happen to her. My mom is like my life. We do everything for eachother and we do everything together. She's not just my mom but she's also my best friend. I hate to see her down like this. I would do anything for her not to feel any more pain. I wish I could feel it for her just so she wouldn't have to.
I'm so lucky to have her. And I'm lucky to have my fiance too. I called him today because I was upset about my mom and he came right over to make me feel better. He loves my mom too. And he loves me, and he hates to see me sad. And he's ust so perfect in every way. He always knows what to do to make me happy, to make me feel better. That's one thing I can say about my life. I'm truly blessed with the best people.
When you're young your parents seem invincible to you, like nothing could ever possibly happen to them because you need them and they're constantly there for you. But when you get older they do too. And that's when they need you. That's when it's your turn to take care of them like they did for you all those years. I'm going to take care of you mommy, and make you better as best as I can. I love you<3
· Sun Mar 23, 2014 @ 06:25am · 1 Comments