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A few days ago, I have to use a train just like every Monday and I wished there would be an accident. I was quite surprised at that because the thought was quite strong. I wondered if it could be considered suicidal. Sometimes, I just wish I could fell asleep and never woke up. Or better yet, live in isolation with my laptop and connection to the internet.
Ugh, I have been so gloomy this last week. I think it's because I have been quite stressed lately. I have a group assignment and I was unmotivated to do it. I only contributed a little and I felt guilty, I think. Just hope time will go faster and put this behind me.