Never

I don't think I'll make it
I'm so close to the edge
And I'm terrified
What if I take my life tonight?
Would you care?

I'll never be who I was
The good person
Rule follower
Silly one
Honor Roll student

I'll always be a loser
The kid you can beat up
The one that gets made fun of
Annoying, b***h, ugly, stupid
That's what I'll always be

I'll never be good enough
I won't be who I was
All I'll ever be is a loser
Everyone can beat me
I won't mind, as long as it makes you happy

Maybe that's why I'm so clingy
Maybe that's why I don't have many friends
Or they think I'm annoying
I'm sorry
I didn't know