i wish i had more people to share what im a fan of with. you see i like game of thrones, the walking dead, being human, castle, doctor who, supernatural, dexter, falling skies, star trek, star wars, and so on. i get every episode when i can when there released. i watch the walking dead that night, the morning after, and rewatch the season when its done and when the next one starts. but with the other shows, i have no one to talk about it with. i can say how much i thought nora and josh being werewolves was the best thing because it allowed josh to be absolutely open with someone. no one would get that. or that with sally time travailing and making an alternate reality was really dangerous and could have been done much much better. or that im really glad that aden has worked as far as he has been but i have a feeling he has a lot more he will lose before the end of the show. honestly i wish i had what josh and nora have, being that real with someone, that kind of trust. but i also feel that she needs to ease off a bit, josh is trying, really really trying to control the wolf but being this close to it, it isnt easy. she really made him a better person. turned him from someone that worried, that had a secret inside him ripping him apart, to someone that cold at least accept some things, that could deal with it and help others. thats what i might need, someone to help me break free of this person ive made myself out of fear. one person did help, i got far, further then i had ever been, but when she left i became worse then i had ever been before. i just need that again, a person who will help, not hinder. pull me out of my shell, not shove me back in. go with me into the outside world and say im great even in front of others, not put me down and insult me when there is anyone else around so i end up being afraid to be with anyone except just them alone with me.
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