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Rose`s Log of All Things Children
a comprehensive journal of rose`s thoughts and feelings about her children and the events that transpire.
Last Names! And.. Queens.
so yeah they finally decided to sit down and talk to me about this "queen" thing. i`m supposed to sit here and make friends with everyone . . . but not really. i`m supposed to say all this stuff . . . and not do anything. i`m supposed to sit like a good girl and eat fancy food and have fancy parties . . . and not kill anyone. i`m supposed to live a life i`ve never wanted to live because they need someone to do it.

. . . at least i know this is a better life for my little shalbriri than the life he would have led if i was just a nightcat assassin on the streets. meow. i`m gonna miss being a nightcat, definitely . . . but i have to spend a lot of time learning what to do when shalbriri cries now. does he want food or water or milk or a nap or just to be held by me? does he wanna lay down or play with toys or does he want to see someone new? there`s so much about little kids i don`t understand, it`ll be a miracle if i ever learn.

. . .

miracle! that`s it! that`s what i`ll call him! he`ll be my little miracle. kiseki. that`s the word i want. kiseki, that`s it. shalbriri kiseki, my blind little miracle. i guess he isn`t very blind, though . . . aha . . . whatever.

my friends promise me that they`ll make sure he`s okay as he grows up. they`re gonna call themselves the "parliament" or something stupid like that. they`re gonna be in charge, they say. i just have to look like i`m in charge now, is all. and i have no idea how to act in charge. someone told me that you`re gonna be in charge, too, except actually in charge and not like . . . fake in charge like me. i hope we can be friends and get along! i know alliances aren`t really . . . something that ever works but it should be okay if we know each other, right? though you`re probably still mad that i left, aren`t you . . . i know you didn`t want me to. ah, one can only hope you forgive me. i never meant to leave you so abruptly, i just knew i had to leave or risk never ever leaving. everyone wanted me to stay. i`m sorry. i`m really, really sorry.

i have a little miracle to care for, now. i regret nothing.


And The Sun Shines
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  • 03/16/14 to 03/09/14 (5)



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