I am so sad. So sad today. I never felt this lonely before. Then again I was always lonely. Forever lonely but not alone. I still have the company of friends and family but whenever I share my experiences to them, they just... disappear or go quiet. I don't know why I need to be so down about it. Its natural that they prefer to talk and let me hear them out rather than me talking and them hearing me out. Why did I let myself get treated like this? Was this because of the white lies I conjured up to everyone? Maybe I am being too nice to the world when I shouldn't be. The world is a harsh, cruel and a hostile environment to live in. We should always be aware of those people who hurt us because they may even be the people who means so much to you but to them- you are just a play thing.
· Fri Mar 07, 2014 @ 02:17pm · 0 Comments