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Why I stay with u *starts to cry in Rachys lap*
Him
The drugs leave my vein
I count the days without
longer and longer I go
a goal set to I dont know
forever I hope and maybe more
for myself and the one I adore

My head starts to clear
true feeling came like my fear
the truth I hid from myself
this shell I had become
I am freeing myself from being numb

Its clear now as the clouds start to flow
I see my goals as you go
I finally listened sadly is it to late
I really hope this year was more than fate
I will be happy and sober without you
make no mistake
but I still get irate because this state
its not always so great

but I want it and I will not stray
as I fallow this path tell you come
home again and I hope you stay
because when you come it will
be a safe place to rest your head
and I dont just want you in my bed

you have become something so much
deeper than what you really think
always saying you did nothing but
help me continue to sink
but really I needed to to hite rock bottom
so dont think you just fed my problem
your words of wisdom i did listen
i didnt ignore and miss them

SHN DSMBR
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