If i suddenly disappear off the face of gaia for a while, that probably means im as good as dead. ; w ; Because asian parents plus bad grades equals (especially with the grades i have) hell.
So progress reports are coming in exactly one week from now. It's not my final grade, but it shows how im progressing and stuff... and i.... literally have an F in my math class (52%). And my teacher just told the class today that "whatever you have right now, is your grade for your progress report." For some reason, she does not give out easy tests. We get the easy problems and examples in the notes and in-class practice, and sometimes hw too, but then the tests have all the hard questions except for a few medium ish ones. Life is unfair. ; A ;
All my other grades though.... i literally have 100% in both my spanish and english classes. I have an A- (90%... borderline of a B lol) in biology, 87% in pe, and 89% in history. To be honest, idk how i even have that high of a grade in history. I skipped a lot of hw assignments and some of those were worth quite a bit i think. Idk. Logic doesnt exist in this world. XD
Well anyways, those two (pe and history) will show up as B's in my progress report, assuming that no more scores and stuff are inputed into the gradebook by next week (and for better or worse lol), and then my parents will yell at me for getting a B in history (particularly my mom) until i tell them its an 89%. They actually dont care about pe that much, so i could get an F and still be fine to them. =n= I care a bit about pe though, so meh.
This is not gonna be fun ; A ; hopefully my grades (and my parents... and maybe my brother) wont slaughter me next tuesday or so. If they do, my parents will probably be like "oh you spend too much time on the computer so thats why ur grades are going down -doesnt let me go on the computer for a long time-" Thats what im expecting to happen. Either that, or ill just get majorly yelled at, hopefully not beat, and probably go insane or depressed from not being able to go on the computer. Oh and btw, my mom is more strict with my grades than my dad. If i get several B's, my dad is like oh thats fine. its good enough. Whereas my mom is like no, you have to get A's and A+'s, while im just thinking in my head... how tf do ppl even get A+'s nowadays. its not elementary school where they dont stop at an A apparently.
Anyways... good luck to me T^T my grades are probably gonna go up by the time the official report cards are sent home in about a month, but as for progress reports right now, let's just hope i dont die. ; n ;
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Updated weekly whenever possible. Pretty much simple stuff like how im feeling or how my day went, or darker stuff like venting out my feelings and stuff i hide or rarely let anyone know about.