All the love things I said before just became a lie.
She said she never really loved me and she faked being special. She even told me I never knew her real name. A beautiful Love life just became a beautiful love lie. I can't believe all the stress I went through just doing this for 5 months all for nothing. I went through hell with other people denying everything they told me about her and what they told her about me. I was out for 3 days due to constant depression because of her and just to see that its all was a lie really tore me up. I wanted to just completely destroy my journal but no. It needs to stay up to let people know the bullshit I went through. Thanks for the people who supported me constantly even tho it was for all the wrong reasons.