Some things you must let go of in order to sew your heart.
I kept growing unfaithful each day because I only got worse. I am ill and I knew what was causing it. Such a amazing girl but not a compatible match. I was the one to make her feel better. It eventually kept growing from weekly to daily. She was the love of my life but my heart was cut deep by my words. The only thing that held my life was the love between us. However it was only kept like glue. Each day it kept wearing off as I dealt with more stress and depression. Now all of the glue is gone because I know I could not take care of her. Shes a amazing girl. For the next guy who has her he will be lucky. And hopefully he can handle her better than I could. My heart has been sew once again, leaving only holes where the needles pierced each time. How much can I take? Will I end up worse or will I get better? Only the future itself knows what it has in store for me.