Sick and tired of feeling like s**t all the time, I just wish it would stop. I'm in constant pain and it never goes away. I just want my doctors to find me something already that works. Tired of getting strung around, I've tried so many different things that I've lost count. I just feel hopeless. But I'm not ever gonna give up. Too many important people in my life to do that, wouldn't be fair to them. I may feel like I don't do much at times but I know, me being there does a lot. Before anyone leaves a comment saying I need help I know I go there once a week, so please shut the ******** up before saying anything along those lines, I just need to vent! Hardly anyone I know uses this place anymore but I also wanted to make it somewhat public instead of just leaving it inside to bubble.