Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals


View User's Journal

Report This Entry Subscribe to this Journal
My Life and Thoughts
A simple story of my day to day life and any thoughts and/or issues I may have.
Day 16
I knew the physical torture would be the worse, but this is not what I expected. The beatings and broken bones I can handle......but the toxins, the flaying, the continuous beatings.....may be more than I can bare. I am barely given enough time to heal properly before they begin again. At this rate, I may be driven mad by the pain.....or his mind games. I hear his voice in my head every minute....whispering things to me....lies....truth....it's getting hard to tell the difference now. I brought this on myself.....I know this.....if I had not failed in my attempt to claim Earth, maybe this would not have happened. Maybe he would have simply killed me.....tossed me aside and disposed of me like I was nothing. Maybe he still will......I find myself thinking of death more often now than ever before......but he will not grant it. For death would be a release from all this......a sweet mercy that I no longer deserve....

Community Member
  • 05/04/14 to 04/27/14 (1)
  • 03/30/14 to 03/23/14 (1)
  • 03/09/14 to 03/02/14 (1)
  • 03/02/14 to 02/23/14 (1)
  • 02/23/14 to 02/16/14 (1)
  • 02/16/14 to 02/09/14 (1)
  • 02/09/14 to 02/02/14 (1)
  • 02/02/14 to 01/26/14 (2)

    Manage Your Items
    Other Stuff
    Get GCash
    Get Items
    More Items
    Where Everyone Hangs Out
    Other Community Areas
    Virtual Spaces
    Fun Stuff
    Gaia's Games
    Play with GCash
    Play with Platinum

    Customize your own avatar now!

    Join Now

    Have an account? Login Now!