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My writings are mainly about how I am feeling and maybe sometimes I will rant about something. Feel free to comment and tell me what you think!
I applaud you.

2/19/14 4:06am

I told you once, that I stopped crying because it made me feel weak. I told you that in the past few years, I have learned not to get attached and develop emotions, and I have taught myself to not cry for people who do not deserve it (which is anyone who makes you cry because no one should do that). I told you that I couldn’t even cry sometimes even if I wanted to because I couldn’t bring myself to. But look at me now. I have developed the feelings I promised myself I wouldn’t have and I haven’t felt so out of place in so long, till now. I don’t remember the last time I cried in the shower. I don’t remember the last time I sobbed, unless it was during a movie or a novel. I cannot recall the last time I really let the tears free fall, but you did it. You did it, alright.

I applaud you for getting to me...

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