lol looking back on some of my writings in here i wonder about my mental health as a youth.
anyhow, much has changed since 2006-2007. amazing that i have managed to retain the same gaia online account. Anyhow, in recent times, my thoughts have had a drastic change in aesthetic, a new sheen or chic if you will. same dark,brooding mentality, just an entirely different thought process. Anyhow, i have begun to feel detached from reality. Dissociating from my roots. nature and knowledge always being core elements in my life, this sedentary lifestyle doesnt suit me, so i thoroughly plan to make a change, save up some cash, supplies and such, and go on a spiritual pilgrimage "into the wild". I need an escape, and hey...its cheaper than therapy.
anyhow gaia. i plan to keep you posted, even if i am the only one to read these cryptic notes in the future. i need to start keeping a better log of my time spent on this earth, if for no other reason to improve my skill as an aspiring writer, and to better remember them in the future. prepare for journal entries.