Where do you turn to when you've had a crappy week and you can't even talk to your best friend?
I've spent a lot of time here feeling like a guest. My opinions don't seem to matter. Decisions are constantly made without me. Anything I think, even if it's concerning how I feel, is wrong. It's tiring.
I wish I still had him now to just hold me. I know he'd say nothing. He never knew what to say, but he listened.
I've still been thinking about him admitting he really misses me. It was like... he's showing emotion. Even when we were together that took a bit to get out of him. It was kinda nice in a "Damn, I miss you too." sort of way. It just makes me realize it really is hitting him. *sigh* I just wanna hold him again.
I am so tired.