I thought someone this valentines that i care about was going to do something special with me but they have a new job that is stressful for them. So I'm thinking about telling them they don't have to do anything with me and that I would rather they spend time taking care of themselves. I'll be sad since they won't be doing anything for me but I think its better for them to get some rare down time.
I'm still feeling emotionally unstable from my friend death and mood swings all I can really do is wait for it to pass I hate the waiting.
The Underbelly of Breathing
When I feel like writing in a Journal its often when I'm feeling unwell emotionally, physically or mentally and I need to rant, vent or just ramble. So if you are actually that bored, or wish to know a little more of the mystery that is me have at it