what is happiness?
How often in life are we given the chance to be truly happy, an even rarer event is being given another person that makes you happy. It doesn't always seem right at first, and things may be a bit rough, but from time to time people will simply just appear in your life out of complete nowhere. People you didn't even know existed, it just so happens you have a friend who patched up an old friendship after a few years, and there you go, that person leaves a mark on your life forever. At least to yourself you're hoping for forever, but why wouldn't you. It's not selfish or even childish to want someone who makes you happy to stay in your life, but don't be naive and go off believing in miracles. As much as you may enjoy every moment of every day with them and they seem to feel the same, things happen, things fall apart, and that's simply life. It doesn't mean you can't enjoy what time you are graced with them though, enjoy it to your heart's content, and don't end things regretting what you could never say or do. Sometimes things are weird though, it's not just about being happy, it's about being fixed. There are cases where you didn't even know there was fixing to do until some boy came sweeping out of no where and had you pulled halfway out of the hole you've been digging yourself since the beginning. What are you to do when a majestic hero come out from hiding and eagerly anoints you their princess? Accept it, with opened arms and a wishful heart, frightening I know, but what if. What if there are no cons, or gimmicks, its just absolute want and security? Not to say it always will be, but if you're given the chance why not take it. Those of us who've been hurt before can take it, and those who haven't, well, you'll live. Maybe you won't think you will, but falling a couple steps isn't that bad and can make it a lot easier to fall several steps and land safely, scratched, but safe. After all it's the events we are forced to face and survive that end up making us. It's a much worse feeling when you can never fully trust someone whose only want was to love you, its a process of breaking them and yourself all at once.