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I like to write, draw, swim, play football, explore the woods, listen to music. I hate my life cause it sucks
A Cruel Beautiful World
Love is such a beautiful thing and yet so fragile. It can lead to a lot of happiness... or a lot of sorrow. Mainly a mixture of the two. Love can have different effects for everyone.

For example there was boy and girl in love. Not perfect love, but close enough to call it that. Sure they would argue or break up and then get back together but in the end they were made for each other. Love isnt simply being happy with someone. its about putting complete trust and faith all into a single soul. A partner to share with .

Now this boy and girl, they shared everything together. not just their feeling but their hopes and fears as well. They might everyday under the tree on the hill near their homes. The two were so happy together, everyone believe they would last forever. Surely after awhile, their relationship seem to be trying to do just that. nothing would tear them apart both other people and themselves. It was a lovely time for both individuals.

One day they had a terrible argument and ended with them breaking up. The girl ran home crying and the boy walked home not sure it this was right. That night he couldn't sleep. his mind keep wondering back to the crying girl he had hurt that day. The next day he show up to their usual spot to try to work things out. He waited til the sun went down but she never came. He tried the next day and the next but she never showed up.

Eventually he tried going to her house. She's just mad and needs to know its alright he thought to himself. Even if they didn't get back together... it was still alright. However, when he got there... he would learn of the world's cruelness. The girl had taken her own life the night they broke up.

Shocked, confuse, sad, anger all ran through him at once. He wander the streets aimlessly in his own disbelief. He eventually came to the tree they met under and had shared so many good times together. He fell to his knees, tears rolling down his face. She's gone? Why?

He looked up at the tree and then yelled as loud as he could and started punching it. He kept hitting it, begging for her to come back! He bloodied his knuckles and stop hitting the tree all together. He slump down next to it and held his face to stop his tears. The tears just keep coming and flow though his fingers on his clothes.

He had already knew the beauty of love and today he found out how fragile it can be. He dried his tears and promise her to never hurt anyone ever again. He would spread happiness and love. He said a prayer for her and went home. The hurt stayed with him for awhile but he did what he promise. He shared his love with everyone, the love the girl was so fond. He wanted everyone to be happy but mainly he was doing what he thought she would want him to do. And this is how you remember the ones who you love that are gone.






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commentCommented on: Mon Feb 24, 2014 @ 03:30am
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