It seems impossible to tell yourself to believe in something you almost want to disbelieve out of comfort.

That's a stream I've noticed a lot of us fall into.
And what's so tricky about it is that we don't seem to even want to go against the grain.

Sometimes we just feel like being dramatic, negative. It's as much of a drive as finding a comfortable position to lay in when you're sore. Or healing an open wound. You might even be half-hearted in going against it.

Really tricky, indeed. Hmm...

EDIT:
Because I redundantly said "almost" in the same context four times.