I cannot deal with the waiting. I am better than this....I am strong, and proud. I should not be hiding like this......and so I will hide no longer. I will go to him myself and scream "Here I am!".....I will stand tall before him with my head held high, and I will accept my punishment with pride. Should I not return......I suppose I should say a few things. Brother: we've had our share of differences, there's no denying that. I do not regret all that we have been through......but I will say that I have always looked up to you. Perhaps I should have showed it more.....maybe things could have been a bit different. To all my children:......what can I say? There is nothing I can say or do to reverse what has happened. I am sorry that I could do nothing to protect you. I wanted so much for all of you......and I wish there was something I could do to make it up to you.....but I am afraid that it was not meant to be. Should any of you manage to escape and go into hiding....and should you find one of your siblings.....please take care of each other and keep each other safe. I love each and every one of you.....do not forget that.
· Sat Feb 08, 2014 @ 12:23am · 0 Comments