To close of feelings, so that another cycle may not occur.

To slowly choke the life out of them,

To kill the phoenix of desire once more.

I have to stay vigilant, no matter how much it hurts.

I have to rip my heart out again, disconnect it from the soul.

I have to suppress these feelings.

Give myself the same excuse of, hoping that maybe in another dimension, in another multiverse, maybe we just...