I'm sick of waiting on someone who I know is never going to feel the same way. The fact that he just wants friendship from me is something that kills me yet makes me want him even more. I can't stand that me being just a friend means that he doesn't have to text me back or even reply right away. He's the reason that I've been excited to go back to school; well, besides that fact that there IS a such thing as too many snow days. I see the way he looks at me when I walk right past him, without a second glance. He looks disappointed and I even catch him staring at me, but he's still going after her. What does she have that I don't? Sure, I'm bigger in both meanings... ALL meanings, xD but I have so much more than her. Maybe he appeals to the pathetic type? You know, someone who can't stand up for herself, has low self confidence, no friends, and so on. I know that I can be socially awkward, which is the one thing she has going for herself, but I talk to him for hours upon hours. I just can't figure him out, and maybe I don't want to anymore. I don't want to be strung along, even though he doesn't even know I like him, but I've made it obvious. Believe me. .-. Help, please. I don't know what to do or how to get over this. If you have any suggestions, go ahead. Thank you.
Love, Doctor Gemini
· Sat Feb 01, 2014 @ 07:03am · 0 Comments