How much I miss him, I believe is actually making me sick.
I haven't been eating as much as I used to after he told me he's not all that interested.
I was kind of doing okay, but then I started seeing him talk to girls that are way more pretty then me...
And my stomach starting doing flips..
I miss him so much and I wish that he hadn't ******** me over. I wish that we could at least be okay & be kinda like friends with benefits.
I'd prefer that then the total heartbreak I have.
I'd prefer anything other then the heartbreak.
But, I can't do anything about it and it kinda sucks.
I've literally been feeling to sick to my stomach and everything I think of/ talk about, I can relate to..
It's kinda funny, because like he said, I should be mad at him. Wanting to slap him. But, I'm just not.
Why? Because he did make me very happy, and not fake happy. He actually made me happy and only one other person has done that. But, now it's gone again..
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