Well, i thought coming back from florida would be a good thing, but things have changed alot. Everything is just jaded. Im jaded. I'm starting to like this girl that im pretty sure would never like me in a million years, and i know that every time i like someone, it never ends well. I'm tired of being angry and lonely. It seems like the world has moved on and im stuck in the same dark hole i thought i managed to crawl out of. I wish i could just travel back in time when things were better, like eighth grade, or before mom died. im still resentful of what was taken from me.