i think i will be giving up on love for a while i think that there are just something that aren't ment for everyone and i guess love is something that is not ment for me and knowing this i will always have a sense of loneliness knowing that i will prob never see the person that is ment for me if they do exist and even tho i have all these wonderful friends the best they can do is distract me from it when it become a bit hard to bear on my own