Sometimes I just think of certain people I used to talk to and re-call how they told me often how they were my friends or stuff, but it seems rather hypocrite considering that now a days they just seem to look for every occasion to insult me with any most insulting word they can come up with............

I do wonder if they are happy knowing they make my life harder, or that I just cease to enjoy the environment around me because of their influence..........

It strikes me as rather odd how some people seem to hate me sooo much just because I decide their company does not seem to be very good when I just cared so little the moment I cut contact with them...(Actually......sometimes even earlier, to be honest....) It is a little disturbing.....