Well, yesterday didn't go so bad. I just have to be determined to focus on being positive. I am a bit concerned that I may have somehow been a bit offensive with some things said here, but you know, I'm not trying to be. I'm just trying to be as honest as I can while sorting thoughts out in my head. Sometimes I come off rude when I'm being upfront, which I'm sorry for, but right now I'm trying to be as honest as possible with myself and others.
Anyhow, this day has started a bit bumpy. I could barely walk when I got up. Then I tried to take a drink of water and it literally just hurt my abdomen. Not really sure what was going on there. I'm just hoping I feel better as the day goes on and I can keep a positive attitude again.
I realized, last night, I have been so wrapped up in my crappy emotions that I haven't been taking care of myself physically, so my goal is to try and do better on that one.
Anyhow, the only other thing on my mind is that my love has gone awful quiet and that's a little hard for me to deal with, missing him like I do, but I'm sure he has his reasons and needs his space too. him forever.
Ok, off I go until I have more to say.