Is there a reason one person would put them selves though something over and over for love. even they are not even sure if they even feel it any more. how does one know if they are puting their selves though the alone feeling for something that is real or that they are just scared to be alone.
wanting to be with someone is a great feeling if the other person feels the same way but how do you know. when that person doesn't say it or show it all the much. they show it little by little and then seem to take it back by going right back to how they use to be.
how do you tell someone something you have told them over and over just to have them throw it back at you and make you feel like the bad guy. how can a guy do a 180 from make you feel like you are their whole world to feel like you are the eye lash in there eye that bugs them and they can't get it out. i dont think it is ok to feel this way again. going though it once should have given me the know how. but i want to be with him and some time he seems like he wants to be with me. i feel used..... but if i try and say that he will just go to the "fine i will move out and not bother you any more" again that he has so many time. i dont want him to go i want me to want to be with me. that can't be wrong right.
· Wed Jan 15, 2014 @ 03:16am · 0 Comments