gaia_angelleft I am sick and tired of just replaying this in my head. So I am writing it out. I wish I was the girl that they would look at while walking down the halls and think 'damn she's hot'. That girl they would see as someone who they actually wanted to get to know. Someone funny, charming, loving, and happy. I wish my teeth were perfect and my hair was long. I wish I was skinny and only weighed 145 instead of 195. I wish I had pretty eyes and a beautiful face. I wish I didn't have to cry myself to sleep every night, and that I wasn't afraid to leave my own house. I wish I had a dad, and I wish my grandpa was still here. I wish I could smile and not be embarrassed to show my teeth. I wish I could walk around like I didn't care. I wish I was cute with perfect nails and feet. I wish I had a job and money to spend on cute clothing. I wish my brother didn't want nothing to do with me, and I wish my family was together. I wish I wasn't me, I wish I could just run away and never have to deal with anyone ever again. I wish I was different, I wish I was like you. I wish my heart was whole and that my tears were dry. I wish I was 9 before I moved away. I wish I'd been stronger to tell grandpa what I wanted to say. I wish I was dreaming and that I would just wake up from this nightmare. I wish I wasn't here. I wish I didn't feel so alone gaia_angelright
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