I dont want things to be fake, but I dont want them to be hard on you either.
Though Selenia was making advances on you, I looked past it, but it kept happening. Since she is older and most likely more of a compatible fit with you, I felt outmatched, undone and helpless. I grew angry at the sight of her. My jealousy peaked.
Her words did no help at all, the way she posed as something she clearly was not. Slowly taking portions of my identity and melding it with her own.
I neglected to realize nothing, not even humans are original. Someone else would feel like I did. Do as I did.
You finally spoke on what was bothering you, and now you regret it. Great. But dont worry, I regret alot I tell people too. Mostly about my life, because somehow someone feels worse speaking to me, friend or not. I decided to send Selenia my apologies not to be fake, but to make the feud stop. I was blinded by what made you so stiff to me, and the answer was myself. I was soo hard for selenia to deal with, so I can only imagine how hard it was for Lady-- and me and lady are like sisters now. Didnt you say the same for her? Well~?
IF you dont believe me, its fine. My word against everyone else. But I am for sure that if not a friendship-- the glaring, the feuding and the complaints will stop. If it is too much to ask for you to trust me on the matter?
Sorry for driving you to the edge. Again. I'll shut up now.
Dressed in Blauq
· Fri Jan 10, 2014 @ 07:41am · 0 Comments