gah!

idk,what to do,i feel that im starting to be boring and predictable,and obssesive
i also feel that my heart is turning cold
im feeling happy/upset a lot (both of those feelings at the same time)
i feel like i just wanna drop everything,just go to school,and not have my fone or internet,why cause those items i feel are helping me feel this way
heh but at the same time i know im mostly mad at myself not at those things,but myself for being so trusting,and so predicable and obbsesive and boring and just gah! *hangs head in shame* sowwies but i just had to get this out of my system