Song: Paint it Black- The Rolling Stones
Maybe I was being a little harsh in my last journal entry. Although at the time, I did just want to fade away and die. You see, I live with my grandparents, I have since I was four years old. Its a long story-my life- but all that is needed to be known is that I will not be seeing or speaking to my mother anymore, thankfully. I just stopped caring about her feelings and finally spoke up.
Song: Hey Jude- The Beatles
So, I kind of wish I lived in the 70s.. I'm completely obsessed. The music, the cars, and most of all the hippies. I so badly want to dress like a "hippie" and I do in the summer but I cannot wait until I'm out of highschool so I can dress how I like when I want without caring as much. And not the tumblr hippie either. The actual hippie fashion my dears, it's quite fun. I also wish to find a few people who feel the same way and actually dress like it because I so badly want to have a group of hippie friends. Is that weird? I just want to meditate with other people, and go around barefoot, dance in the rain, drive around, and sleep on the streets.
Song: Smells like Teen Spirit- Nirvana
Laugh if you wish but I just want to buy a VW microbus, drive down to California, get a job at a small vegan shop or clothing shop by the ocean, and live on the beach. Not in a house but physically live on the beach. In a tent or on a cot. And not a stupid little tent you but at walmart but my own big one with some 2by4 and tarp and make it nice inside with pillows throws blankets and such. And when it got to be Winter I would just sleep in my VW. I don't want to live in a fancy house with a nice job and an expensive car. I don't want a rich lifestyle. I'm not that type of person.
Song: Imagine- John Lennon
I'm the type of person that doesn't care how or where I live, just that I can be happy. Peace Love and Happiness. That's all I ask for. I wish there were more people that were like I am so I could have some friends that could actaully talk about things I wanted to talk about. Now, I'm not saying I don't want to live on the beach alone, or not have a boyfriend or whatever. I think that would be fantastic. Unlike all the other teenage girl freaks, I don't want a boyfriend in highschool. And if I have one when I get older, I don't want that stupid drama. I want someone who would be able to live anywhere with me and just be a free spirit not in need of fancy items. That's all I want people.
· Tue Jan 07, 2014 @ 11:06pm · 0 Comments