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A recollection of a life once lived
Just random babblings of myself, who I am, who I once was, where I came from and how exactly I came to be where I am today.
...Only a matter of days into the new year, and all I can think of is you.

It's been a year now. A whole year. You once told me to come back after a year and see if we could at least salvage something...Was that true?
I pray ever so hard each and every day that it is, but I suppose that's up to you isn't it?

Judging by your attitude toward me lately, it doesn't seem likely...It seems I will be condemned to die alone in this cold, miserable winter.

I simply don't know what to do with myself anymore. I can't keep living like this. Can this really be called living? My heart may be beating, but my soul died long ago.

I hope, I pray that you might read this someday and find it in your heart for something, perhaps even the forgiveness I have longed for all this time. Perhaps we might be together again...Who knows?
All I know is that I can't take much more of this. I love you. I long for your embrace once more.
I only wish I could hear the same from you...Just one more time.





 
 
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