i made chicken salad today. it wasn't bad. it was the first italian dressing i've had in about 9 months. i missed it. heart

i'm mostly done with my winter camp plans. i have to go find jelly beans tomorrow. i'm going to teach the kids about flavors, and then have them taste the flavors (cherry, grape, lemon etc) and then have them pinch their nose and see if they can still guess the flavors. hopefully it turns out and they have fun with it.

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i can't blame anyone but myself.
i should have broken up with him a long time ago. being "nice" is just eating me up inside. sometimes i think he subconsciously knows.

i need a kick in the butt.

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i took my own advice. i took the advice of others.
i need to find myself. i need to find God and dwell there.