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I wander through this life, whimpering out of fear
Limping through the pain, searching for a home.
All is in black and white, all faces are pleasant but brush me off
I'm not worth their time, nor do I have room in their heart.
I look for acceptance, for attention, for love...
But what the hell is any of that... I dont remember anymore
I avoid help, I avoid presumed affection, but why?
I dont want to bother others, I dont want to cause sadness...
Hehe I'm an idiot arent I?... Id rather be left in the shadows
Be ignored all my life, and never feel any positive emotions
As long as you'll be happy, as long as everyones happy... thats just me...