Today was eventful. I can still hear my dad and sister fighting . Screams honestly make my want to rip my intestines out and hang myself with them. I already have anxiety and depression issues , now with getting evited out of my dump of a home adds a ton more stress . I honestly dont know if i will be alive tomorrow or the next day or if anyone would even miss me if i died . These are sad realities that im faced with. Any advice ?